Meet the Deer 104/07/01

(轉錄自隨手記)

I was having bath.

While I was relaxing in the water, I sank my mind into my peace-space (I call it sleeping-well grassland).
I met all my main spirit guides and chatted.

Than I met the deer power-animal I call it Deer,
it's new power-animal in my taruku team.

It's the power about softness,
about pure,
about sacrifice,
about to give or to offer.

Similar to Tatanka(also one of my power-animal, it's bison) or lamb but a little different.

Welcome, my new teacher and friend - Deer.
Thank you for coming.

So now here are the list of power-animal guides I've met and stay in my team:
Nubanak the eagle,
Zatsuk the wolf,
Mahosu the bear,
Tatanka the bison,
Deer the deer,
Kiowashh the tiger.



After the chat, I saw in the grassland, a shaman-looking man is dancing in front of a fire tipi,
he dancing very hardly and with happiness.

"Everybody DANCE! in joy!" the man yelled (in Chinese).

Than he turn to me,
"I am You and your power." he said,
"I am a shaman or wizard or medicine man, whatever you name it."

so this vision means I can be a shaman or I AM a shaman?
("yes you are"by Zatsuk)

The man than gave me a dancing stick which he held.

"Take it! you'll need it," he yelled,
"and dance!"

At that vision moment, I once think this shaman is myself in past-life.
So I think maybe this means, now in this vision, the shaman-life's me pass the power to the present me.

Thank you, my spirit, my soul, myself.


After that vision, I saw another vision in picture mode, images changed quickly.
I saw I wearing fur suite, in native style dressing.
Sometimes dancing, sometimes singing with beating my drum, sometimes blowing my spirit flute.
In many public place, sharing good medicine to others.